I have noticed a self-deprecating behaviour I have developed over my teen years--finally aware and shaking it off! I was a shy man who resists positive advances (whether sexual or otherwise)... to the point that I just couldnt cum sometimes no matter how hard I was milked/sucked/fucked. What a way to ruin the moment eh? Sitting in the tub with an espresso as I write this out. Freshly sucked and jerked by my girl. I'm living a good life now. People want to please and to give. I am opening myself up completely to receive as much as I have given. I have to thank several sexual partners for help… Read more

The mind is a powerful creator. I recently moved across the country, downloaded grindr just before I left the west coast of Canada; after years of hearing about it. My recent sex encounters on Vancouver Island lead me to Dominus J, a wild character who unleashed the b**st inside me. We'd hook up often and in increasingly erotic ways. I first met him on my job site after work where we connected through an online platform. He sucked my hard cock all night, balls deep, relentlessly until I came down his eager throat in the early hours of the morning. Public hook ups were a norm in the evenings.… Read more