I have three gender affirming care offices (penectomy docs that cut off cocks) within one mile walking distance and a big trans community. Have you done your last fuck fantasy yet? Mine was straight sex with a woman for 8 hours a day, every day, for 90 days in a row (cum 3 times a day balls deep) Yeah, I wore it out, and no regrets. Now all I want is cocks in my holes and doomed cocks are a big turn on for me. I would love to give one its last blowjobs before it gets loved with a doctor's knife.… Read more

How about a humorous story. I once had an account with lots of friends on bdsm dot com in 2011. One day, I bought a 1080p webcam and starting broadcasting live video of just me dripping honey from a bottle on to my stones and rubbing it around with my fingers. After about five hours of this with 103 concurrent viewers, they shut me down and deleted my account for "using too much bandwidth", I kid you not. Of course having more viewers than at a show in a porn theater, and mostly women, gave me a great sense of superiority over the limp dicks at not so friendly friendfinder. Maybe I'll do that… Read more

In 1961, Uncle Sam made a "professorburger" based on recent chemical memory studies. I was one of the prenatals that got it, and was born with 200 (95 male and 105 female) adult memory sets without context or 'meaning of it all' which is stored in the brain. For me, it's a bunch of scrapbooks without any captions on the pictures. Since carnal knowledge did transfer, I don't have a word for my composite sexuality. That said, I'm not looking to be with women now and I want the female parts of my mind to have some fun with some cock since I was born with so many sex with men memories. ***If you… Read more