I started going to adult bookstores with GH. Got my cock sucked, sucked my first cock at an ABS, fucked my first man at an ABS and loved it. Month later I was picked up by an older man (I was in my 20's he was in his 50's) and fucked BB. I loved it. I told myself I was Bi for the longest time, I have been married 21yrs now, no sex. Now all I want is sex with a man. I have come to realize I love sex with men and I am gay.
I have a friend that is also married, and one time after going out and had a few more drinks at my place he told me about it.. never expected it at first from him,but he went too cruising spots sometimes and also did it sometimes without a condom like u said, hearing his experience's maked me horny